against walls

against walls she falls from grace

trying to capture every emotion

singing every word to every song

the nights are short but the days are long

as words shrink to the floor

she heads for the door

in a haze of smoke and coke and thoughts

in a sea of handshakes, she

looks lost

is this nostalgia? is this the cost?

nostalgia she has never lived

and never will

as she searches in desperation in every pill

the timeless darkness overtakes

the protagonist as she wakes

maybe this time she 

went to fast

chasing a feeling that never

did last

the excess has grown to an

extent

that she can’t sleep nor prevent 

digress. she must confess

is the name of this street

no longer hopeful, romantic or

upbeat.

@1 month ago
#old keeping it safe forgotten memories nostalgia not mine